I was just digging through my blog posts. I went back as far
as 2009 and man I sucked. I mean really, it was like I had no idea what the
definition of ‘being cool’ is because surely I was not cool. My posts were
poorly written (not that now they aren’t), and the topics were too personal, I
believe no one who visited this blog ever truly get what I was writing about.
And the signature, oh God. Don’t get me started on the
signature. Peace, Love, and Respect?
What was I thinking? I was not some kind of a rapper with a lame-ass
catchphrase, why was I acting like I was from ‘the hood’?
HOW COULD I BE SO LAME?
I really should have gotten a life coach, life mentor, or
something like that. The 15-year-old me really had no idea about any shits,
simply clueless. And why didn’t anyone ever tell me ‘YOUR BLOG SUCKS, GET A
LIFE DORK!’? Someone should have, so I would wake up and see the world and just
be awesome.
Well that’s a phase of my life I’m not really proud of. But
I’m not going to delete any posts because next year I would re-read this blog and
laugh at myself all over again. I should have this as a wake-up call everytime
I re-read this. It’s good though, now I can see how much I have evolved through
the years, being a better person overall, maturing to the maybe-awesome young
adult years.
So what about you guys, any dark times? Typ1nG th15 w4Y
m4yB3? Or getting a self-shot picture from like… above your heads? Or simply
acting like you’re so from ‘the hood’ like I did?
