Futile

So I was in a dilemma yesterday because I didn't know what to choose between attending the first annual Q Fam awards or covering an event at my campus called RumBel (Rumah Belajar). Well both were scheduled to be started at 9 pm (GMT +7), Sunday, on the same date and both are important. The Q Fam awards is important because it's the first, it's sacred, and it's a momet when everyone can be there (on tokbox) at a time so we all can meet up (basically it's important because I MISS THE WHOLE FAM!). And covering RumBel... It's not less important. Currently I'm having and internship with an organization in my campus and I'm in Media and we got a task to cover everything, including this event. As an intern, I shouldn't neglect my task because in the first interview, I didn't help either because I was somewhere not less important :(. But later I made up my mind. I was gonna come to the award and after that make it to the event... late. But at least I'd go to both.

So this morning, I woke up at 8.30, and I read a text from a friend who was gonna cover the event too. He said we should come at 8 instead of 9!!! Omg, if only I knew this before, I could go to my campus first at 8 then leave for the award at 9 then get back after the award, that's what I was thinking. And after that as usual I opened my ubertwitter and read all the tweets I missed at night and from Jess, I found out that the awards was postponed!!! GEEZ WHAT WAS MY DILEMMA FOR??? And I thought I also didn't make it on time to cover the event that I feel all guilty. So I hurried myself to my campus.

Arrived at the campus, found only 1, I repeat ONE friend of mine already there to do our task. And found out that the event was being put off also. MAAAAN WHAT WAS MY FEELING OF GUILT FOR???

Ah sigh, found out that my Saturday was full of futile dilemma and my Sunday morning was full of futile guilty feeling -____-"

And anyway finally I watched cloudy with a chance of meatballs this aftenoon. Thanks to Khanis, Aldita, and Dara xD I know I'm sooooooo late -_- and anway pretty good movie, pretty good laugh :) watch it if you haven't, it'll make you hungry XD

Anyway I want to be in a Jell-O

Peace, Love, and Respect,
~Bo~
Q Fam and CSUI for life <3